Words with no meaning

Funny

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 05:15:00 GMT

Lost in my translation

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 21:42:15 GMT

I start school tomorrow. Life seems to get better and harder at the same time. I wish at points of my life I could pause and relish in it.

The scent that brings my heart to a slow beat.
The colors that brighten my eyes.
The touch that makes life seem worth being around.

I am just going through so much with a lot of people.
To many of us go to fast and I refuse to give up.

School

Mon, 19 May 2008 22:33:24 GMT

So I actually start college on the 23rd of next month and I am so excited about getting to do a really hard six week semester and get a pell grant also.. Human anatomy will be a breeze. I am also thinking of taking religions of the world in the fall with probably one more class. that would be awesome i just don't want to mess up my classes because I am going to burning man.

Class is going to take up alot of my extra time. monday thru thursday 10am to 3pm.. yeah then going to work and all that good shite... awesome. I also got in touch with a publisher and we are talking over possibilities and suggestions for what it should look like.. This is good... I am very happy.

I am also blood wrestling on wens the 21st at bagg. So be there our be oval.!!!

Let’s go for gold!

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 02:27:49 GMT

I can’t believe how angry I am getting over things that should not matter at all.(but I am good at hiding the things that count) I am pissed at this then pissed at that. Truly I am pissed at my self for thinking the way that I do. I feel like I lost control again in some weird awkward way. I feel like everyone I talk to is a backstabber and I know that it is true. I am so over being in high school and listening to everyone with out a life make fun of other people’s situation and just talk shit about someone they have never gone out of there way to actually get to know the other person.

Simply it is this. I am not saying that I am not guilty of the same thing but I don’t go out of my way to make the other person feel bad and then act like you didn’t do anything.

I always look like the ass and i know it but I am at my wits end here.

bad guy or good guy..

Does it matter. your going to judge me one way or the other right?

----------------------Another Note-------------------------

So once again I am looking for some one to help with reading over my book that I am writing.(Have been for a while now) I am going to be talking to a publisher and I have no idea what to tell them about it in the ways of be characterizing and particularized in a all together description.

So if you could help a little. text me if you know my number or email me dearraven@gmail.com

Why people should not be allowed to breed without a test.

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 00:18:21 GMT

Posted on sfgate.com today

12:59 PST SAN JOSE -- A 2-year-old boy was accidentally run over and killed today as his stepfather backed his pickup truck out of a San Jose apartment complex, police said.

Alexander Moran Cabrera died after being run over at 7 a.m. in a carport at 580 South 11th St., located downtown near San Jose State University, police Officer Enrique Garcia said.

Alexander's stepfather, Jose Luis Corona, 33, was preparing to go to work when he ran over the boy, Garcia said.

Corona had been warming up his truck in the carport. At the same time, Alexander's mother saw the front door of her apartment open and became concerned, police Sgt. Mike Sullivan said. She went outside to look for him, but the boy had already been struck, police said.

Corona is not facing charges, Garcia said.

Child-safety experts say young children often go out the door to see where their parents have gone, unbeknownst to the parents.

It is known as the "bye-bye syndrome," in which children experience separation anxiety and follow the parent outside to the driveway, said Janette Fennell, founder and president of Kids and Cars, a nonprofit group that advocates public education to prevent children from being killed in or near cars.

"Maybe this little guy has never been able to open the door. It could be the first time he's figured it out," Fennell said today. "But they are very determined."

Fennell said a child often ends up behind a vehicle because he or she can see the parent. "They do not have the cognitive ability to understand that Daddy can't see them," Fennell said.

On Thursday, President Bush signed a bill that directs the Transportation Department to issue safety standards ensuring that power windows in cars automatically reverse direction when they detect an obstruction, that cars have a rear visibility standard and that car brakes be depressed before a vehicle can be taken out of gear. It was not immediately known whether any of the measures could have prevented today's tragedy.

Hicksmokeys birthday bash

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 05:56:46 GMT

As I have posted on myspace. I am throwing sir hick a birthday party that has a undisclosed location for the moment. If you would like to know where it is and you want to go, please get a hold of me so i can count how many people are going and so i can make food plans possibly. You can contact me via gmail. dearraven@gmail.com. and if you would like to help out that would be helpful as well. so contact me i will let you know the happenings and make sure that everyone is informed.

Also could you re post so all his other friends that i do not have contacts for find out as well. Thanks all.

So

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 07:14:25 GMT

I believe that Hicksmokey doesn't have a livejournal so I can post this..

On Feburary 24 on a sunday is Hicksmokey's birthday. I have got a secret location for said birthday and I am trying to do a little suprise birthday party shindig for him. It is so far Zombieish themed and Still needing extra things. Well for anyone that knows him I am going to have to ask this be spread about but not to him. The time for said party is not being release yet. So if you would like to come and help out earlier than when it starts to help set up. Please give me a email at Dearraven@gmail.com. I will email you back and make sure that anyone and everyone knows. If you know some of his friends and i don't know who they are on her then give them my email as well and tell them of this post please.

Rose

stupid work

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 23:50:00 GMT

so thinking that a rap show wouldn't have been a terrible night.. oh i was so worng i got a contact high and proceeded to freak out since i don't like to get high or be around it at that.. horrible times!

nevada

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 18:58:30 GMT

I am totally in nevada playing around for a couple of days out here with my best friend and a couple of friends...ie; little brother johnny and freaks... I took a greyhound bus here and it was so boring and i got to see a FIRE!!!!! I am just sitting here listing to Agonoize and hoping that today isn't over 115 degree's. But I want to thank rabbit for the awesome weekend with the bad luck party and shit!!! Love you honey hope to see you again this weekend and hopefully your mom is okay.. thanks for you guys being there for him by the way.

I don't fucking care.

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 21:02:43 GMT

In the light of the past events that have been happeing around my person for the last month I have decided to say... I don't fucking care about how most of you "think" I am ior of anything that might contribute to that. I am my own person who chosses to be this way and if you can't deal with it I could careless..

For the people of the tribe RABBITRON:
I know your friend hurts cause he is also my friend as well. Don't talk shit cause than you look like a douche bag expecaily when a perspective comes around to say this " One's perspective to a relationship is just that. A perspective ,but for it to be a trelationship there is two perspective and both should be taken into concideration". As for me, I refuse to talk about his and mines realtionship due to the fact that no one was there for it really except said people.. Love you to death rabbit but you know the truth in what happened and you should not blame people for the peoblems that we have in ourselves..

Maybe I am a "bad" girlfriend maybe it's that the gap between us in alot of areas just couldn't be fixed. but now it is over and all i can say is sorry that it went down so bad but i am not sorry for our relationship....

Let things lay where they are and things will progress on it's own.

M.I.A

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:01:05 GMT

So I have kinda on purpose tired to not go online and get pissed off by whats going on around this stupid cyber life that I have indulged myself into. I have just been so anti-social and angry with myself that i really didn't want to do anything or call anybody.. I wish that I was a better person than who I am now. I feel that I am losing my7 grip on being an intelligent fuck and I am more so leaning on the edge of being and idiot.(even though i know this to be false) I really miss having true friends like you had right out of high school. The one's that were always calling you so you could go out and do things...

Now don't think that I am writing this because i am bored or sad in my everyday life, It's just that i hate sitting around and sleeping all day and never doing anything out of the norm.. ugh.... what ev' I am outta here just had to vent instead of being sad!

So I am going private

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 04:15:40 GMT

From here forward I am going to be posting private.. as you can tell from above!

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 05:29:15 GMT

waking up in someone else's house by myself is kind of awkward.

Bad Dreams

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 05:19:58 GMT

Having vivid dreams of where you could think everything was real. where you smelled the noisome smell coming from cadaver's that were outstretched everywhere your eyes looked. Knowing that this dream is more repugnant than the last which is a hard thing.. Blood that looked like claret and smelled so fowl that no matter how bad in this dream you would have loved this wine there was no chance.

Looks like I need to not fall asleep thinking of bad shit!! Damn being tired.

Lyrics to an awesome song by ATB

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 21:26:10 GMT

Ecstasy Lyrics

Have you ever noticed,
That I’m not acting as I used to do before?
Have you ever wondered,
Why I always keep on coming back for more?

What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

You really are my ecstasy,
my real life fantasy, oh yeah.

Not that I’m complaining,
A more beautiful vision - I have never seen
If you don’t mind me saying,
A lifelong ambition to fulfill my dream

What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

(There can be no other While we still have each other)
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)

You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah.

Jesus found?

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 03:01:08 GMT

So as I was watching T.V. last night I noticed as I was on a channel flicking rampage that supposedly they have found the tomb of Jesus, Mary Magdalen, and possibly the son that they had together.

I found this the funniest thing in the world. If it is true would things unravel in the world of religion and would people across the world be in awe? I think that this issue has so much potential that it reeks of conspiracy and the end of someone who is lying.. I mean their professional career is on the line.. Well I will leave you with this to look at.Jesus!

I need a ride

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 00:24:54 GMT

I need to get a ride to death guild to night .. I have no way of getting out there and don't want to get wet.. at least in that sense.

The appitite for good!

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 21:00:31 GMT

Oh my god this Video had to be the best thing i have seen in so long.

Can't sleep

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 07:36:17 GMT

I am so awake and agitated. I know whats wrong with me but if i try to fix it I will probably make this predicament a little worse. I think I am becoming a piece of shit slowly and it's all due to stupid people in this crappy town. I hate castro valley with a passion. Why is it all my friends are on drugs and if i go to the store I run into atleast one of them asking me if I want free drugs... Free is great in all but I think not...Fuck...Movies might cure this.. Now I don't even want to turn my phone back on.

piece of mind

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 07:22:02 GMT

So when has it became to much for someone to have a life that is exceptionable to their standards. I am tired and watching mean girls. I am really uninspired and really down right now. I heard the a song on mean girls at the end that is done by taylor vs libra I believe and it was also on the soundtrack for mortal kombat. I love that song too. Also "Only Hope" is great too done by switchfoot.. All right I am outta here!

<3 you all....

Hey here something that you won't do.. valentines postbox thingy.

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 20:31:59 GMT

Valentine Postbox

leave dear_raven a valentine's message

get your own valentine postbox

Blah blah blah...

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 21:52:55 GMT

So in light of recent events I found out that Ozzfest this year is going to be free which means that I will not have to have shadow buy my tickets this year and that I am also not going to wear a skirt..(that was not the brightest idea) I also wanted to not have to hurt someone for touching my ass and looking like my grandfather..

Here are some pics of me and oni from blackmail too.

Amazing people..

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 02:14:25 GMT

Is it in the way that people are so crooked that make me sick of being human. That the way people throw around the word love like it's the thing to do. How can you hurt someone so bad that they hate their life and then expect you to be civil with them when their life sucks and they don't understand that you don't want anything to do with them.

I feel so obsolete in this world full of people that use and abuse each other to get ahead.

she wants revenge!!!damn you

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 21:47:15 GMT

I have about four too many tickets and i want them gone... arghh.............

My astro-chart.. A little input to me.

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 22:54:19 GMT

Rising Sign is in 26 Degrees Leo
You love to be the center of attention and you want to appear strong, confident and dominant. You are very proud of yourself, sometimes quite vain even. When all around you are bedraggled and falling apart, you look like a million bucks! Very dignified and honorable, you enjoy the power and privilege, but not the responsibilities, that come with leadership. You are very idealistic but can also be quite stubborn. Others impress you only if they have integrity (but wealth, power and influence can also turn your head). You prefer rich, elegant surroundings and possessions, and will try to acquire them as your budget allows. Physically, you are very impressive - - at your best you have a regal, charismatic demeanor and bearing. Try not to be such a showoff!

Sun is in 22 Degrees Libra.
Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.

Moon is in 24 Degrees Scorpio.
Your feelings are very intense, never superficial. You tend to be either very angry or very sad or completely and totally happy. Your moods are deep, extreme and not always completely understood by yourself or by those with whom you have to deal. Emotionally, you tend to prefer to live at the cutting edge of life, pushing your reactions to the ultimate extremes, even if the results are dangerous or upsetting. You are easily jealous and very suspicious -- you require a great deal of emotional reassurance. A good detective, you are very curious about deep and mysterious things, especially human nature and motivations. Be careful not to be ruthless, tactless or too overly frank or you will meet with much resistance from others.

Mercury is in 08 Degrees Scorpio.
You are a born investigator. You are fascinated by secrets and mysteries and unanswered questions of any kind. When you become upset or angry, your emotional reactions are overpowering -- reason and logic disappear in an uncontrollable passionate outburst. You tend to keep your thoughts secret and bottled up and this makes others regard you with suspicion. It is not that you are trying purposely to be evasive, it is just that you would rather not deal with the explosions and hassles that often occur when you reveal your true feelings and opinions. Your sense of humor tends toward sarcasm and irony.

Venus is in 29 Degrees Virgo.
You express your love and affection through selfless service to people or causes. You have a tendency to underestimate yourself and doubt your self-worth. This is very demeaning and should be avoided -- learn to love yourself as well as you do others. Your standards of perfection are very high -- you are attracted to relationships based on duty and responsibility. You are supercritical of yourself and others and, at times, prefer to be alone rather than deal with any imperfections in yourself or in those with whom you might relate.

Mars is in 22 Degrees Virgo.
Very careful and systematic, you pay great attention to details. You are always seeking perfection and sometimes get bogged down searching for the ultimate when adequacy would have been sufficient. You dislike abstractions, preferring whatever is practical, useful and demonstrable. You have a strong and enduring sense of personal responsibility, and you demand that others be as responsible and upright as you are. Very critical of yourself and others, sometimes you carry this too far and become overly intolerant of others and their right to choose their own lifestyles.

Jupiter is in 07 Degrees Aquarius.
Your personal growth occurs when you have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out your natural inventiveness. You are an individualist, but you are also attracted to mass movements that emphasize social betterment and you will devote much time and energy to their efforts. Very fair- minded and objective, you have extraordinary skills at organization and administration.

Saturn is in 26 Degrees Scorpio.
You tend to release emotional energies only very reluctantly. This is partly due to your fear of what horrible calamity might occur should they be released -- your emotions are terribly complicated and intense. Try not to repress these energies entirely, however, or you will succumb to negative and destructive forms of compulsive behavior. Give yourself the freedom to look awkward or silly once in a while. The relief you feel will be quite therapeutic and the embarrassment (whether it is real or imagined) will pass quickly.

Uranus is in 15 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 01 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 04 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 09 Degrees Taurus.
It's not in your nature to seek out many casual acquaintances in your daily round of activities. You feel much more comfortable with a small, close-knit group of people -- those with whom you can relax and work toward known and clearly defined goals. Your loyalty to a person or group, once given, is forever -- you'll expend all of your quite considerable energy in seeing that the group stays together and prospers. You choose your partners and relationships so carefully that you're bound to gain certain advantages from them, including those of a material nature. Be careful though not to let mere self-service be your motivation in establishing your connections -- make sure that there's an even give-and-take!

What Kind of Geek are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your IQ is	very high
You are a	word nerd
Your strength is	you can see in the dark
Your weakness is	electrons
You think normal people are	aliens
Normal people think that you are	deranged

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